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Ugh. I really need to do English homework, yet I find it so hard to start. I'm doing almost everything possible to avoid it. And that's bad, because it's going to be there undone and staring at me no matter how long I wait. It's not that I don't like the assignment, nor is it that the work is tedious and boring. Actually, I don't know if any of those are true, seeing as I haven't really began yet. So frustrating... ugh. Ah well. Time to..

Huh.

School concert today. Scared me. Glad it's over. The lack of unity was terribly frightening. Plus the fact that I can never hear my own section. That's why when Philip breaks down, oh man, so do I. So do I. And when he's not there, even worse. I need him. Agh. I need a section that supports me! Okay, fine. A section that supports itself. There, better?

Hoang's observant. Either that or I'm transparent. Didn't know terror was spelled out that clearly on my face.

Lots of music stuff these few days. Music, music, musickkkkk. SJYS concert past on the 9th, school concert today, musical rehearsals several times this week, SJYS Season of Hope concert this Friday, musical performances this weekend, SJYS rehearsal Mondayyyy.. eww. At least school's almost over.

Lots of essays and tests going on this week. Eek. I'm surprised we all haven't developed severe cases of herpesvirus yet. Hah. That's from bio. And a bio buddy said to me online: but i don't want you to go to sleep without working on essay. Haha. Feel the love.

I think the reason I don't post a lot is because I don't think a lot. At least not in a way that one could read as script. I think in music a lot of the time. Whatever's in my head, isn't words. It's music. Words only come when I observe or attempt to analyze or speculate things.

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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism.You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

Found this fairly accurate. The conscientious part and the openness to experience, both of those thought too highly of me. A bit of the same with regards to agreeableness.

What Technology Soon Possibly Can Do? Scares me.

Check this out: http://news.blogs.nytimes.com/?p=100#respond. But first read the article here: http://www.nytimes.com/2006/12/05/health/05essa.html.

It's scary. It's like Gattaca - where you're able to choose your child's genes. Ugh. Chilling stuff. I freeze up thinking about it.